I haven't been feeling so good lately. And I reckon it's probably due to some strange sickness I've developed in the past week or so. It's not just that too - but also, it's been a rather emotionally exhausting week, I reckon. All the ups and downs. I feel like I'm being pushed to my wits end.

I sort of fell today. Literally. In the carpark. I swear I didn't see the puddle of water/oil up ahead of me so I walked right into it, slipped and fell over. It was quite funny. I actually cracked-up laughing when I found myself on the ground. I managed to break the fall though with my right knee. It hurt like hell, of course.. because of the friction. And now, I've got this massive bruise on my knee cap. It's colourful too - pink, purple and blue with dots of blood (trapped under the skin).

My knee is officially fugly.

Yuck.

This reminds me of when I was a kid.. when this guy pushed me and I fell flat on the ground. My chin hit the concrete so hard it turned red immediately. Ouch. I can still remember the stinging pain. Anyway, because of the impact of the fall, the bruise was pretty bad. It was black and huge and pretty much covered most of my under-chin area. I cried everyday when I looked at myself in the mirror because I felt so fugly. And I wanted so badly to stick a plaster on top of my huge bruise to cover it up but my Mom wouldn't let me, saying that it'll just make it more obvious to everyone at school. So I listened to her.

It took ages to heal.

And now, thinking back to what I was like really makes me laugh.

I was such a little vain pot!

Well, am still one, by the way.

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