I think I'm one of those people - you know, the ones that are only highly motivated or driven by extreme emotions. I cannot be inspired to write about anything without any strong feelings for what I am about to pen down.. and I cannot bring myself to do something well if I don't feel anything for it. My actions and words are very much in sync with my mood swings and how I'm feeling that very second and minute during the day.

Today, I'm just feeling so pissed off at alot of things and alot of people.. again! Just like how I was so damn annoyed yesterday, I thought I was going to cry. But you know, I'm 18 now.. I should at least learn to hold my tears back.

I'm so frustrated right now.

I just want to lock myself up somewhere and think happy thoughts or do the happy dance.

Bureaucracy really makes me mad. It's cost me so much time and so many brain cells. I've wasted so much time trying to ring this person and that person to settle whatever crappy paperwork that's left to be resolved in the respective adminstrative departments - the university itself, and the student loan providers. And the results are just disgusting. It makes me want to puke. And I always get the same answer. There's nothing they can do about it now and nothing I can do now except to sit and wait and maybe call back again next week.

BLARGH!

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