I think I'm one of those people - you know, the ones that are only highly motivated or driven by extreme emotions. I cannot be inspired to write about anything without any strong feelings for what I am about to pen down.. and I cannot bring myself to do something well if I don't feel anything for it. My actions and words are very much in sync with my mood swings and how I'm feeling that very second and minute during the day.

Today, I'm just feeling so pissed off at alot of things and alot of people.. again! Just like how I was so damn annoyed yesterday, I thought I was going to cry. But you know, I'm 18 now.. I should at least learn to hold my tears back.

I'm so frustrated right now.

I just want to lock myself up somewhere and think happy thoughts or do the happy dance.

Bureaucracy really makes me mad. It's cost me so much time and so many brain cells. I've wasted so much time trying to ring this person and that person to settle whatever crappy paperwork that's left to be resolved in the respective adminstrative departments - the university itself, and the student loan providers. And the results are just disgusting. It makes me want to puke. And I always get the same answer. There's nothing they can do about it now and nothing I can do now except to sit and wait and maybe call back again next week.

BLARGH!

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I got a B in math!

I'm so happy!

I could kiss an oak tree.

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Spent the afternoon trying to tidy up my room. I managed to tidy up all the wooden shelves, plastic drawers and my massive closest. The amount of crap I've accumulated over the last 4ish years is really quite shocking. You should just look at the huge rubbish bag sitting in the corner of my room right now.

Appalling.

Tomorrow, I will wake up early and sort out all my clothes and stuff. I have tons and tons of clothes and footwear. Some of which still have their labels intact. I'm serious. Not kidding at all. And I'll probably have heaps to throw out too, just so I can make space for more new clothes/shoes that I shall purchase in the near future..

Speaking of clothes and other vain things.. here is a snapshot of the latest additions to my ever-growing closet..

ESPRIT ($24.90 each)

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Webcam is a bit screwed, hence the blurry picture. And yes, I know those two little lambs are very adorable and romantic. Unfortunately, they are not mine. The two little cuteseys belong to my parents. I'm so jealous la. I want cute little things like that too.

Today, I am feeling inexplicably and deliriously happy! (:
I love Jason Wong! He makes me so happy.

A long walk along Takapuna beach and also did a bit of shopping in the mall.

I got little seashell chocolates from Smith & Caughey and a new khakis cap from Esprit!
In fact, I liked the cap so much I decided to buy one for my sister too. But in a different colour, of course. There's no point having two of the exact same things living in the same house. So, anyway, that was my impromptu v-day present to Shana.

But I didn't buy Jason anything! ):
Except for ice-cream and lunch.
I feel so bad la.

Does that book from 2 weeks ago count as a super duper early v-day present? Well, I guess not, eh?
David Gemmell is Jason's favourite author.

Oh, and by the way, did I mention that summer school offically ended yesterday for me?

I'm so glad that it's finally over.

2 weeks of vacation left till first semester begins.

Oh, the joys of student life! (:

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I webcammed with Michael for almost 8 hours.
Rang T'so on his cellphone and chatted for 29 minutes.

Suddenly realized that I haven't been on a date with Jason for almost two months now!

And it's all because of stupid summer school.

I feel so sad now, just thinking about it..

My only means of socializing has been reduced to just MSN and cellphones.

And yes, I know I haven't blogged in a long long time..
But I have very good reasons.
So just in case you've forgotten what I look like..

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