I'm hoping to be joining some sort of bible study group soon. I'm not really interested in varsity groups at the campus nor am I very interested in the youth groups at church. I want something a little more serious and something that will shake me and make me smile again.

I think I've come to a point in my life where things are pretty much falling apart again. Not externally but within myself. I think that if I want to continue to live, I'll have to make some drastic changes. Every time I hit a crisis, I find myself running back to God. It's always made me feel better because those problems were always external and always beyond my control.

But this time.. it's different. This time, the crisis is within me and within my control. Perhaps, it's time to emerge from my hermit crab shell and stop running away from my problems.

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